letter of a young writer

hi!

im fine, school is relatively easier, of maybe its just easier when you realize that getting an F is not the end of your world.

hehehe.

i failed theology. of all the subjects! ive grieved enough.

il be having my practicum this summer! im both excited and fearful. exited because, i love dressing up or at least have a legitimate reason to wear heels. hehe.. fearful, well, am i capable? im sure you still remember feeling this way.

i dont have prospects of where to work yet... i just know where/who/what i dont want to work for. spoken like a true teenager...

am i still one? well, im barely an adult.

i have a blog! read me rant! ungroundedconsciousness.blogspot.com

i created another one because im practicing my writing skills... and also, it just helps when i keep my brain working, helps with the grieving.. hahaha.

un lang naman. msya un party.

saw a japanese guy in the party... which name i keep on forgetting... anyway, being japanese, i never know how he truly feels. if he is bored, cant relate, or actually having fun.
shh... secret lang yan. but its true! japanese people, especially men are not expressive and worst they will do anything that is right despite their unwillingness to do so. in filipino, plastic. to some extent. BUT they are a better nation for it.

when will filipinos be so self-sacrificing?

i will end at that note...

why blog?

ungrounded consciousness?

(consciousness) First, this blog is part of my new year's resolution. I have been trying to release the artist in me through photography and sociological investigation. Multiply has given me the venue to upload my pictures, not that all of them merits recognition. Also, granted that sociological investigations are not actually artistic in nature, but i think it takes a lot of imagination to look at society differently than everyone else. Moreover, to look at society and see more than remnants of our past and hostages to a future set and designed for communities and not individuals. Thus, a lot get trapped in the cracks where two designated lines meet but no one takes responsibility for.

(ungrounded) This blog is also a product of depression, bitterness and fear. Thus, this blog is also a product of PASSION. I have no intention to be responsible for the things i may or may not say. As such should also not to be taken seriously. However, to those of you who knows me long enough, being politically incorrect, bias and anal is not my strongest suit.