Good Morning

Its now been almost 2 months since the official breakup...

Ive been moving on. Trying to find out who I am again.

Last night I was with friends and we watched "He is just not into you". It was a good movie, because it was timely. I was with 2 other girlfriends who was just recently single... But not as recent as me. After we went to a dinner of another high school friend.. it was fun. Although, there is this loneliness and sadness just went its about to end. This is not something new. Even when i was in a relationship, i always was looking for something more.


I want to be able to go home and not feel lonely.
I want to be able to drag him to chick flicks with girlfriends.
I want to love with no hesitation.
I want to be able to say... that he is the one.

What is me:
1. I like to socialize.
2. I value alone time.
3. I do not do games.

belgian waffles...

it is amazing how thoughts on relationship, love and loneliness can bring two people together from different sides of the planet. I dont usually meet men who likes to talk unless they are lonely and fishing for complements.

...or maybe he is just a mythical being who is really romantic. then again, it is so easy to be with someone who just had his heart broken, you just need to be everything his girlfriend was not (bitch!).

Loneliness

loneliness looms over you like an addiction
you try hard to get over it but emotions can run wild
emotions that controls you
you look around and see people
people you dont understand, people you dont want to talk to you
yet they see you, talk to you

loneliness eats you up until you are none