Life Now

This may become my most "grounded" post ever.


Right now, staying single works for me.

I think I am finally tired of meeting the dream guy at absolutely the wrong time. I have always said that if I listed down things I like in men or my future husband, he has it all. He absolutely WOWs me. However, like I said I met him at absolutely the wrong time.

What will classify as a wrong time? Wrong time is when he has given up dreaming of a family for him. When you to meet in the last 6 weeks of his 2 year stay in the country. When you two had just the most thought-provoking and uplifting conversation in your lives but he has to board the plane before sunrise.

Isnt that just wrong?

same thought, different times

i wish things turned out differently...
if only things were different...

different context.
different persons.
same thought.

Oh how i hate that line!

confused.

why did you have to leave?
why did i sacrificed my feelings?

you were one of those guys that i truly told myself... i want to spend the rest of my life with you.

you took my heart and never gave it back. and now i cant give it to someone else. im afraid to miss my chance with you again. ARENT YOU SO LUCKY?!

i feel like i will be losing a chance to be with you. but what will i be gaining?


Who is tom?