the dating world

so many signals.
we try to make it clear.
it difficult as we are also not clear.

people treat you bad.
treat you without respect
longs for your body and nothing else

you try to care
to give respect
to earn respect...
but the game goes on.

it goes on so badly..
your eyes well up
I just want to love.

how can i let go
when the mere memory of you
reminds me of what love is like
what love should be
how dating should be.

wink is just a wink.
playing is just playing
but love is never just love

i cant quite put my feelings into words
its like the world is slowing sucking me dry
everywhere i go.. people are treating each other badly

everything is so easy.
everything is temporary.

i dont just want your body.
i dont want your money
i dont want your eyes
i just want you.