What have you created lately?

For some time now, in my philosophy of ethics class, we are talking about creativity and its importance in creating ethics and virtues. We all know (if you dont, too bad. :P) that most things or seemingly inherent characteristics in life and in the world are constructed. Like culture, it is more of a social construct than an inherent manifestation of groups of people with the same skin color and or heritage. Anthropologists will say that it is more of geographical location than anything else. Politicians and sociologists will argue that it is something elites or influential people decisively or unconsciously do to uphold or destroy a certain norm. Being familial and hospitable of Filipinos is one example of this. Once when life was about territory, super beings (as in "Malakas" at "Maganda"), deity and battles, bayanihan was something needed for without much protection from the elements, Humans need to flock in order to survive. I believe, even without research (ha!) this was true in all places. Nomads, i think what we call them. However, after industrialization, states, social contracts or in other words change happen, all of the people in the world had a strong sense of bayanihan. Then why is it that we filipinos take pride on making it our own? Yes, truth maybe is that we exude the bayanihan spirit more than other groups of people.

really, Why?

I believe it is because even with change, we are all still threatened. Nearly being introduced to world trade and capitalism, the Spaniards conquered us. there was massive terror and social groups created that called for bayanihan spirit. the KKK (something, something something. :D) is an example of that, a group of people, now recognized as non-peasant group was a call for bayanihan. I dont want to go into full details, but then we had Americans and Japanese to delineate distinctions which then created more "in and out" groups. Of course then there was the dictatorship. Bayanihan was promoted, enforced and highly encouraged by groups of people, it was created because it was, in their opinion, needed.

So what am i saying?... what am i saying?!

Creation is a big part of humans. We are after all co-creators. In ethics, berdyaev will reinterate that it is through creativity or creativeness do one transform life. That from the problems of pharisiastic law to [real] ethics or good.

In a family, certain values are built because it was decided upon intentionally or not. Take for example in my family, my dad wanted super people. :) athletes but smart children. He wanted the world to know that we are special and he brags about us often. This was his decision and manifested into afternoons and nights of training, dinner discussions in english, drinking raw eggs and devouring huge pieces of red meat to build my body up. It wasnt horrible, but most probably different from how you grew up which was the decision of your parents. You became you because of them. Not only but mostly.

Think about this then. What have you created lately?

a bunch of atheist
a group who found pleasure in showing their sexuality
a depressed child
goodness?

on excellence...

Good Day everyone!

I am sure that there's very few people who reads my blog. I am also amazed with people who constantly read blogs for the sake of reading and catching up on their friends' or people's lives. I still believe in the old fashion way of meeting personally with them, having coffee or spending time together at home and talking about what has been going on. However, despite my negative thoughts on blogging and my preference to actually talking, i blog because its the best way for an egotistic, competitive and scatterbrain like me get her thought in writing.

I have been working as an intern for one of the most, in my opinion, respected Senator in my country to date. He may very well be remembered for a very long time. Like many graduating college student, i had many dreams and ideals about being an intern and believe in what i can offer. However, this internship has opened my eyes again to skills and talents i have to hone before i graduate, apply and work for a cause.

I am constanly reminded that as a development worker (scientist :)), i do not just need a passion for service and "sustainability" but i also need intellect and leadership. This i believe i had entering college, but after seeing many people better than me, i slowed down. neigh, i stopped growing.

I got comfortable with being an assistant, second in command, doing what she is told to do and never really deciding on any important matter. I guess, all failures and mistakes i made, coursed my to staying inside my comfort zone. Gladly, a comment from someone waked me up from my sweet slumber. A comment from someone who i believe does not have the right to say so. I got mad, fought and won. However, the war is not yet over.

I have to prove to myself that I, can do it. part 1.

Practicum Experience

MY OJT for Sen. Pangilinan.

100 hours down. :)

Nothing to do?!