Good Morning

Its now been almost 2 months since the official breakup...

Ive been moving on. Trying to find out who I am again.

Last night I was with friends and we watched "He is just not into you". It was a good movie, because it was timely. I was with 2 other girlfriends who was just recently single... But not as recent as me. After we went to a dinner of another high school friend.. it was fun. Although, there is this loneliness and sadness just went its about to end. This is not something new. Even when i was in a relationship, i always was looking for something more.


I want to be able to go home and not feel lonely.
I want to be able to drag him to chick flicks with girlfriends.
I want to love with no hesitation.
I want to be able to say... that he is the one.

What is me:
1. I like to socialize.
2. I value alone time.
3. I do not do games.

the rest of my life

I can picture the rest of my life very well.

how to get there is the tough question.

Working for nothing worked for a few months. now, i feel that i am not growing anymore. It doesnt help that everything i do, is moved by my motivation for money rather than my passion. Maybe I should quit now.

Let me apply to call centers first. :-)

-Justine

Life Now

This may become my most "grounded" post ever.


Right now, staying single works for me.

I think I am finally tired of meeting the dream guy at absolutely the wrong time. I have always said that if I listed down things I like in men or my future husband, he has it all. He absolutely WOWs me. However, like I said I met him at absolutely the wrong time.

What will classify as a wrong time? Wrong time is when he has given up dreaming of a family for him. When you to meet in the last 6 weeks of his 2 year stay in the country. When you two had just the most thought-provoking and uplifting conversation in your lives but he has to board the plane before sunrise.

Isnt that just wrong?

save me.

i wish you fly in already.


im trying to be the best, but i dont see any promises.


none has come true.