the rest of my life

I can picture the rest of my life very well.

how to get there is the tough question.

Working for nothing worked for a few months. now, i feel that i am not growing anymore. It doesnt help that everything i do, is moved by my motivation for money rather than my passion. Maybe I should quit now.

Let me apply to call centers first. :-)

-Justine

Life Now

This may become my most "grounded" post ever.


Right now, staying single works for me.

I think I am finally tired of meeting the dream guy at absolutely the wrong time. I have always said that if I listed down things I like in men or my future husband, he has it all. He absolutely WOWs me. However, like I said I met him at absolutely the wrong time.

What will classify as a wrong time? Wrong time is when he has given up dreaming of a family for him. When you to meet in the last 6 weeks of his 2 year stay in the country. When you two had just the most thought-provoking and uplifting conversation in your lives but he has to board the plane before sunrise.

Isnt that just wrong?

save me.

i wish you fly in already.


im trying to be the best, but i dont see any promises.


none has come true.

justine is tired.

im tired of giving myself to people who will never be there for me.

im tired of longing for someone i will never have.

im so tired.