Colorful World

It is so unfair that when you finally met someone you truly want to fall in love with and who is more than willing to catch you, they then needs to leave.


It is so not fair.


People say, maybe he is not the one. Maybe you will see him again. Maybe this is a test of your feelings. If so, one thing strikes, does he feel the same way. Only way for any of this is true if we both feel the same way. Otherwise, its suicide.

Why colorful world?

Cause it is my first great love (cheers!). i see and feel things around me in a more colorful way. I realize now how my people cant eat after a break up or why they need to be rushed to the hospital after taking pills and drinking past their limit... its not that i approve or am saying that it is normal but, i now understand why people go through that.

is that his purpose in my life? for me to feel love in the right amount, to make me dream and not bitter?

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Justine Castillo is a Filipina currently living in her home country. She uses this blog to punish herself by revisiting and rethinking her past experiences. Still she continues to blog because she believes that her words someday will be worth Millions. Also, she is a self-confessed megalomaniac.